Wow!

Life has been crazy fun and crazy sad. Dnow is this weekend and its gonna be so good I can't wait to see what God has planned. Its almost a week since Coby left and its hard like we thought it would be. But we are just trusting God so  it will all be swell. Saturday marks 1whole year that we have been together. Crazy! FUN!  it seems like yesterday. I quit fighting. Well maybe not.

Wills birthday extravaganza was so fun... Olive garden and I never to bowling and dancing the night away. Way fun. I love those people with all my heart. Yep this is my last weekend to get to hang out with Coby he is moving the 27th and i will be in tyler for Sage next weekend.its becoming very sad and exciting all at once. my heart is very burdened these past few days there are just so many people hurting around me and I feel helpless. But God is good and gracious and i trust he will do what he does "hold everything together"!

just a thought...

Why is it that our lost friends or the world have such an influence on us Christians, people who claim to be christ followers when we are the ones that are suppossed be living what is really life. its a shame that we don't live lives that reflect that we are all guilty of this . Lord give us a renewed passion for you and your fame.

So forget myspace, facebook all that lame stuff... what ever happend to good old xanga! its so much more intimate! I am falling in love all over again. and not just with my amazing boyfriend Coby, but XANGA! Mal, Luke and Ash and I have been spending some Great Quality Time together, I miss them all sooooooooo much it nuts. And yep Coby's fixing to take off too. Its all good though cause Amy Scott is steady as a rock. I just cling to her and My JESUS and all is gravy! Its really late for me so this may be silly but who cares! I love my life sorry if I don't act like it.

Tonight at the remix we were worshiping and we sang a song that is the cry of my heart right now. And it goes something like this....

You said Ask and you will recieve whatever you need

You said Pray and I'll hear from heaven and I'll heal you land.

You said your glory will fill the earth like water the seas.

You said lift up you eyes the Harvest is here your Kingdom is near.

You said

Ask and I'll give the nations to you

Oh Lord thats the cry of my heart

Distant shore and the islands will sing of you light as it rises on us.

Oh Lord thats the cry of my heart!

My Heart

I do often try to be a superhero. Its always been intresting.